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Author: Linda Sue Grimes

  • The Worm

    Image: William Blake’s Engraving, I have said to the Worm

    The Worm

    for Professor Thomas Thornburg——poet, friend, colleague, beautiful soul

    ” . . . his dark secret love / Does thy life destroy.”  ——William Blake, “The Sick Rose”

    The invisible enemy is a worm—
    Not a Blakean worm as scholars understand him—
    (Perhaps a Blakean worm as Blake understood him.)
    After meeting in small rooms, saints carry their arguments
    Away in their heads, their hearts,
    Whereas scholars leave their stance in learned books,
    Where it remains tentative and drooping.

    But the real worm—the worm that eats the saint’s heart
    Arouses in the saints’s brain a private worry
    A real agony that no book, read or written, can assuage.

    I do no expect you to believe I am a saint
    I have seen you doubt those holier than I;
    But you know about the worm
    And you know about the tentativeness of the learned.
    You have helped me document him.

    The real enemy is the worm
    That devours peace
    Without shedding blood. He grows deep in the soil
    Of our metaphysical hearts
    And the more we talk, the more he feeds
    Upon the silence that breaks
    Over the rock of our unpolished thoughts.

  • Lamentation of the Muse for Everyman

    Image:  White Lotus in Blue

    Lamentation of the Muse for Everyman

    I lament dead ear, dim eye, dumb tongue
    of the poet faint in your heart.
    once on a night I would have yielded to your woo,
    but like a stone you sat upon the vacant shore
    waiting to glimpse moonlight dancers
    who would write your starry thought on golden sand,
    who would beam your fancy over the fecund sea.

    I lament your blue death, your painted life
    your cup of anguish drained and tossed away,
    you fall against the knife of ignorance
    staggering along the streets where fools
    have no need of Truth.
    and they do not see you.  not you.
    not the poor fool I lament, poor muse that I am.

    I lament your rotting for the garden.
    when you died, I would have you gladly
    put on a gossamer shield. but your circus pride
    keeps you a spinning sense clown.
    too many smoky tongues have licked your beauty
    and the ash of your memory is scattered
    over the desert of your suffering.

    I lament with closed eyes, with a heaving breast
    your open sorrow facing the icy wind of death.
    but you sat like a stone.  heart like a stone.
    Turn your face away from me now.  do not look
    on my lamentation.  you who never believed
    in the blue lotus feet of the Belovèd—
    the only Word that writes a soul across Eternity.

  • Where Love Waits Restless

    Image:  “Heart Beats” by  pyrodemi

    Where Love Waits Restless

    Clouds sail over
    The up-stretched arms
    Of the sycamores.
    I cling to the friendship
    Of small animals
    Evolving through instinct
    I have outgrown.

    A magnolious man—
    My true soul mate—
    Fills my grateful heart
    Grasps my busy mind—
    But when I seek
    The Master’s will,
    I go alone. 

    Shadows of men
    Are hollow shells
    In dark wind.

    Under a cloudless day
    This passion pursues
    Beached joy—
    Flesh on the salt-sand
    Of blood temptation.
    Time—that heals—
    Also opens new wounds.

    Between heartbeats is the space
    Where love waits
    Restless for the peace of the soul.

  • Parting: Two Views

    Image:  Parting by the River – Marcus Stone

    Parting: Two Views

    I.  at the bus station 

    as you you walk away
    i feel my heart beat.
    almost drop my suitcase
    on the concrete.

    this heart beats for you
    without your answers
    even without your questions

    you walk away
    to go build some bridge
    over the river of your memories.

    i stand here
    watching you go.
    emptying my mind
    into a canyon of loneliness

    II.  Parting at the Airport

    You drive away—my heart beats faster.
    Just a moment ago I did not notice
    This breaking heart that would drop to its knees
    Only to lose itself in the concrete.

    You are already out of sight—what did I ask for
    But the gift of friendship?  You had no answer.
    You could not find a place in your heart
    A place in your life for one such as me.

    The bridge you build must be a sturdy one
    To expand over the loneliness you claim to own. 
    Your ego-claim on words that belong
    To everyone, not just braggarts and scofflaws—

    I empty my mind— calm my heart and breath
    And walk to the airplane.

  • Wolf

    Image:  Palette and Pub’s Timber Wolf Painting

    Wolf

    That night we stopped by the side of the road
    You stared full in the face of the round moon
    And turning back to me your white fangs bore
    And tearing the seat with your claws you swore
    You didn’t know what got into you, but soon
    You knew these dog days would pay off your load

    Of sorrow, but you never paid for pain.
    Those minutes as you ripped my hand, my heart—
    I felt the blood start and tears burn my eyes.
    Across squandered dreams I begged to now why
    The man left you, and you came apart
    Gazing hard on the blood and the stain.

    And as you sank those fangs into my breast
    My heart became a victim of your beast.

  • Mushroom Heart

    Image: Design by Hümans’  heart full of mushroom

    Mushroom Heart

    Every time I take down this tarnished memory of you
    From a dusty shelf in my mind
    I feel the sharp blade of your bitterness
    Steal across my brain.
    Your eyes glare at me—
    Two slivers of pane.
    Sharp icicles hang in the windows of your soul.
    Passion gathers and drips from the hard, smooth cold.

    When you spoke, the room boomed and seethed.
    Those walls could not hold a hate so self-engorged.
    Your mushroom heart demanded darkness
    A close, dank cellar and rotten words:

    You scribbled decay across many hours—
    The syllables all sigh their wasted powers.

  • Numbing Quiet

    Image: Andrii Dragan’s Stock Photo

    Numbing Quiet

    You move coolly away
    Dragging her heart over hot coals.
    Her blind tongue cuts the flames
    But continues to hold.

    The vast quiet pierces the seed
    Of ache. You leave her numb.
    Heart gripped by a dangerous need.
    Mind stiffened and dumb.

    As she turns a masked face
    You utter her name and she freezes—
    In this moment her flashing fate
    Drops to its knees:

    Fan the fire of her soul with his breath, dear Lord—
    Rock her heart, O Love, in the cradle of his words.

  •  To Profess Her a Fool

    Image:  Lise Winne’s “Fools, Jester

     To Profess Her a Fool

    It makes sense that she should tremble
    When she sees his face,
    Hears his voice—

    She must wonder
    What her body will become
    If she never kisses him with a passionate mouth
    If she never feels his arms pull her to his heart.

    How will her bones bear
    The yearning as they grow brittle?
    How will her heart beat
    The fire that leaps at the thought of his touch?
    How will her blood keep
    The liquid love that spills passion

    Upon a page to profess her a fool?

  • Stephen Vincent Benét’s “The Ballad of William Sycamore”

    Image:  Stephen Vincent Benét

    Stephen Vincent Benét’s “The Ballad of William Sycamore”

    Not strictly a cowboy poem, Benét’s ballad, however, offers the mind-set of an individual close to the land, preferring the rural life to the urban.

    Introduction and Text of “The Ballad of William Sycamore”

    Stephen Vincent Benét’s “The Ballad of William Sycamore” features 19 rimed, stanzas of traditional ballad form. The subject is the rustic life of William Sycamore, narrated by Sycamore himself from just before his birth to after his death.

    The Ballad of William Sycamore

    My father, he was a mountaineer,
    His fist was a knotty hammer;
    He was quick on his feet as a running deer,
    And he spoke with a Yankee stammer.

    My mother, she was merry and brave,
    And so she came to her labor,
    With a tall green fir for her doctor grave
    And a stream for her comforting neighbor.

    And some are wrapped in the linen fine,
    And some like a godling’s scion;
    But I was cradled on twigs of pine
    In the skin of a mountain lion.

    And some remember a white, starched lap
    And a ewer with silver handles;
    But I remember a coonskin cap
    And the smell of bayberry candles.

    The cabin logs, with the bark still rough,
    And my mother who laughed at trifles,
    And the tall, lank visitors, brown as snuff,
    With their long, straight squirrel-rifles.

    I can hear them dance, like a foggy song,
    Through the deepest one of my slumbers,
    The fiddle squeaking the boots along
    And my father calling the numbers.

    The quick feet shaking the puncheon-floor,
    And the fiddle squealing and squealing,
    Till the dried herbs rattled above the door
    And the dust went up to the ceiling.

    There are children lucky from dawn till dusk,
    But never a child so lucky!
    For I cut my teeth on “Money Musk”
    In the Bloody Ground of Kentucky!

    When I grew as tall as the Indian corn,
    My father had little to lend me,
    But he gave me his great, old powder-horn
    And his woodsman’s skill to befriend me.

    With a leather shirt to cover my back,
    And a redskin nose to unravel
    Each forest sign, I carried my pack
    As far as a scout could travel.

    Till I lost my boyhood and found my wife,
    A girl like a Salem clipper!
    A woman straight as a hunting-knife
    With eyes as bright as the Dipper!

    We cleared our camp where the buffalo feed,
    Unheard-of streams were our flagons;
    And I sowed my sons like the apple-seed
    On the trail of the Western wagons.

    They were right, tight boys, never sulky or slow,
    A fruitful, a goodly muster.
    The eldest died at the Alamo.
    The youngest fell with Custer.

    The letter that told it burned my hand.
    Yet we smiled and said, “So be it!”
    But I could not live when they fenced the land,
    For it broke my heart to see it.

    I saddled a red, unbroken colt
    And rode him into the day there;
    And he threw me down like a thunderbolt
    And rolled on me as I lay there.

    The hunter’s whistle hummed in my ear
    As the city-men tried to move me,
    And I died in my boots like a pioneer
    With the whole wide sky above me.

    Now I lie in the heart of the fat, black soil,
    Like the seed of the prairie-thistle;
    It has washed my bones with honey and oil
    And picked them clean as a whistle.

    And my youth returns, like the rains of Spring,
    And my sons, like the wild-geese flying;
    And I lie and hear the meadow-lark sing
    And have much content in my dying.

    Go play with the towns you have built of blocks,
    The towns where you would have bound me!
    I sleep in my earth like a tired fox,
    And my buffalo have found me.

    Reading: 

    Commentary on “The Ballad of William Sycamore”

    Speaking from two unlikely locales, William Sycamore narrates a fascinating tale of a fanciful life.

    First Movement: Rough and Tumble Parents

    The speaker describes his parents as scrappy, rough survivors. His mountaineer father had fists that resembled hammers; he ran as fast as a deer, and had a Yankee accent.  His mother was merry and brave and also quite a tough woman, giving birth to the narrator under a tall green fir with no one to help her but “a stream for her comforting neighbor.”

    While some folks can boast of clean linen fine to swaddle them, Sycamores cradle was a pile of pine twigs and he was wrapped in the skin of a mountain lion. Instead of “a starched lap / And a ewer with silver handles,” he recalls “a coonskin cap / And the smell of bayberry candles.”

    Thus, Sycamore has set the scene of his nativity as rustic and rural, no modern conveniences to spoil him. He idealizes those attributes as he sees them making him strong and capable of surviving in a dangerous world.

    Second Movement: Fun in the Cabin

    Sycamore describes the cabin in which he grew up by focusing on the fun he saw the adults have when they played music and danced. Their visitors were tall, lank, “brown as snuff,” and they brought their long, straight squirrel rifles with them.

    He focuses on the fiddle squealing and the dancing to a foggy song. The raucous partying was so intense that it rattled the herbs hanging over the door and caused a great cloud of dust to rise to the ceiling. He considers himself a lucky child to have experienced such, as well as being able to “cut [his] teeth on ‘Money Musk’ / In the Bloody Ground of Kentucky!”

    Third Movement:  Tall as Indian Corn

    The speaker reports that he grew as tall as the Indian corn, and while his father had little to offer him in things, his father did give him a woodsman skill, which he found helpful. With his homespun gear, a leather shirt on his back, he was able to navigate the woodlands like a profession scout.

    Fourth Movement: A Sturdy Wife

    Reaching adulthood, Sycamore married a sturdy woman, whom he describes as “straight as a hunting-knife / With eyes as bright as the Dipper!” The couple built their home where the buffalo feed, where the streams had no names. They raised sons who were “right, tight boys, never sulky or slow.” 

    The oldest son died at the Alamo, and the youngest died with Custer. While the letters delivering the news of their fallen sons “burned [his] hand,” the grieving parents stoically said, “so be it!” and push ahead with their lives.  What finally broke the speaker’s heart, however, was the fencing of his land, referring the government parceling land to individual owners.

    Fifth Movement:  Gutsy, Self-Reliance

    The speaker still shows his gutsy, self-reliance in his breaking of a colt that bucked him off and rolled over him.  After he recovered, however, he continues to hunt, and while the “city-men tried to move [him],” he refused to be influenced by any city ways. He died “in [his] boots like a pioneer /  With the whole wide sky above [him].”

    Sixth Movement:  Speaking from Beyond

    Speaking from beyond the grave somewhat like a Spoon River resident, only with more verve and no regret, William Sycamore describes his astral environment as a fairly heavenly place.

    He is young again, reminding him of spring rain that returns every year, and his sons are free souls reminding him of wild geese in flight.  He hears the meadow-lark, and he avers that he is very contented in his after-life state.

    Sycamore disdained the city, as most rustics do, so he uses his final stanza to get in one last dig: “Go play with the town you have built of blocks.” He then insists that he would never be bound by a town, but instead he sleeps “in my earth like a tired fox, / And my buffalo have found me.”  In his peaceful, afterlife existence, William Sycamore differs greatly from the typical Spoon River reporter.

    image: Stephen Vincent Benét – Commemorative Stamp 

    Brief Life Sketch of Stephen Vincent Benét

    The works of Stephen Vincent Benét (1898–1943) [1] have influenced many other writers.  Cowboy poet Joel Nelson claims that “The Ballad of William Sycamore” made him fall in love with poetry.  Dee Brown’s title Bury my Heart at Wounded Knee comes directly from the final line of Benét’s poem titled “American Names” [2].

    The book-length poem, John Brown’s Body, won him his first Pulitzer Prize in 1929 and remains the poet’s most famous work. Benét first published “The Ballad of William Sycamore” in the New Republic in 1922.    Benét’s literary talent extended to other forms, including short fiction and novels.  He also excelled in writing screenplays, librettos, an even radio broadcasts.

    Born July 22, 1898, in Bethlehem, Pennsylvania [3] Benét graduated from Yale University in 1919 where instead of a typical thesis, he substituted his third collection of poems.  His father was a military man who appreciated literary studies.  His brother William and his sister Laura both became writers as well.

    Benét’s first novel The Beginning of Wisdom was published in 1921, after which he relocated to France to study at the Sorbonne.  He married the writer Rosemary Carr, and they returned to the USA in 1923, where his writing career blossomed.

    The writer won the O. Henry Story Prize and a Roosevelt Medal, in addition to a second Pulitzer Prize, which was awarded posthumously in 1944 for Western Star.  Just a week before spring of 1943, Benét succumbed to a heart attack in New York City; he was four month shy of his 45th birthday.

    Sources

    [1]  Editors.  “Stephen Vincent Benét.”  Academy of American Poets. Accessed January 13, 2026.

    [2] Darla Sue Dollman.  “Buy My Heart at Wounded Knee and Stephen Vincent Benét.” Wild West History.  October 4, 2013.

    [3] Editors.  “Stephen Vincent Benét.”  Poetry Foundation.  Accessed January 13, 2026.

  • Brad McClain’s “Cowboy Christmas”

    Image: Merry Christmas  – Art by Tyler Crow, used by permission

    From an internet site dedicated to his Christian faith and affinity for cowboy culture God’s Horseback Gospel, Brad McClain’s “Cowboy Christmas” celebrates the congeniality of friends gathering to observe the Christmas season.  It offers the traditional energy and fun-loving atmosphere of most cowboy Christmas poetry.

    The two prose pieces following the poem further extend the faithful worship included in Mr. McClain’s purpose for creating his webpage—to glorify God and introduce others to a kind of spiritual awakening that they may not have known existed.

    Brad McClain’s “Cowboy Christmas”

    A countrified tradition,
    Was part of yester-year,
    When the cowboys’ main ambition,
    Was to spread some Christmas cheer.

    The ranch folk friend and families,
    Would come from far and wide,
    Trottin’ through the winter breeze,
    On Christmas Eve they’d ride.

    For food and fun and merriment,
    Twin fiddles filled the air,
    And everyone’s so glad they went,
    And goodwill everywhere.

    Kids a’chasin’ kids around,
    Oldsters smile and wave,
    All the festive sights and sounds,
    And a cowboy gettin’ brave,

    Enough to ask that gal to dance,
    And of course she says she will,
    He never thought he had a chance,
    And if a look could kill,

    Her Daddy watches carefully,
    He remembers to that age,
    Her mama takes it prayerfully,
    It helps her fear assuage.

    But nothin’ like a Christmas waltz,
    And nothin’ like young love,
    And nobody is findin’ faults,
    And lots to be proud of.

    And when the egg nog’s mostly gone,
    And the kids are ‘bout asleep,
    The hugs and handshakes linger long,
    And the night is gettin’ deep,

    And then all head for hearth and home,
    They jingle all the way,
    Snow drifts ‘cross the sandy loam,
    And soon comes Christmas Day.

    The evening wanes, kids tucked in bed,
    Gifts set beneath the tree,
    Stockings filled all green and red,
    A prayer for you and me.

    The Cowboy Christmas, all are blessed,
    Praise for the Savior’s birth,
    God gave to each His gracious rest,
    Good will and peace on earth.

    “Praise the Lord, the God of Israel, because He has visited and redeemed His people.  He has sent us a mighty Savior from the royal line of His servant David.” (Luke 1:68-69, NLT)

    Christmas is a festival of praise.  All the fun, food, music, lights and fellowship are because God has given us His greatest give- the Savior!  God has always been the One who saves, but now the ultimate salvation has entered the world and for one reason- to save that which is lost.  How sad that some of those who need it the most seem to feel it the least.  And how wonderful it is when someone discovers the love that meets them exactly where they are in order to take them where they have always should have been!  The devil lies when he claims to have the best party.  Jesus is the Lord of the dance and it’s time we put aside our fickleness and followed Him.  Christmas is a good time to get the party started!