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Author: Linda Sue Grimes

  • A Suite of Poems in Five Movements: With Illustrations 

    Image:Sō Shiseki’s Flowers and Birds in the Snow

    A Suite of Poems in Five Movements

    Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.” Romans 12:19

     Image: Cat

    I  First Movement

    In the beginning, only two . . .

    On the Pond

    (Appeared in Manna, West Valley City, UT, Fall 1992)

    Fog lifts morning off the pond.
    A fish flops up out of the water,
    Fires the early-bird fisherman’s hopes.
    He sees his pole bend, almost break
    Against the weight of his haul.

    Noon sun bleaches the rocks along the bank.
    The little girl dips her toe in the shallows
    Sees her sister crossing the bridge
    Coming home from town.

    The frogs begin around sundown.
    Their chorus performs long into the night.
    Campfires rim the edge of the water.  
    Beer shouting dies down around two. 

    Fog settles night over the pond.
    Fishermen doze over their fishing poles.
    The little girl sleeps in the house on the hill.
    Her sister gets up early 
    To watch the fog lift again. 

    Image:  The Big Pond

    As Long as Gravel Bitterness Rattles

    (A slightly different version of this poem appeared in Struggle, Vol 8 No 4, Winter 1992-93)  

    So she warned you about the natural hierarchy:
    First: White men,  Second: White women,  Third: Black men,  Fourth: Black women
    And she stands on his blackness with tall heels?  And warns you that your granddad Will disown you If you spring off a black baby?
    And your dad will kill you
    For calling him friend?
    What can I say to you?
    You are a child, battered by bigotry:
    You are staring in the face of a monster
    That will eat your heart and spit out the love,
    If you don’t stare it down.
    You are walking into a wall
    That is harder to tear down
    Than the one in Berlin,
    You’d better start chipping away now.
    You are caught in a vice that will squeeze out
    Your mind and leave you an empty skull,
    If you don’t push back.
    You are sinking farther out at sea than the Titanic
    And without a lifeboat,
    You’d better become a tireless swimmer.
    You are chained to a stake whose root
    Shoots out the other side of the earth,
    Better learn to see visions in the dirt like Sesshu.
    In this world, there are those who split their souls
    Into hate-fragments.  They cannot know love
    As long as gravel bitterness rattles in their hearts.
    One foot is out the door waiting for the other to follow:
    Even if your heart has to bed down on the porch,

    See that your mind escapes that prison house
    Or else your soul will be the final victim.

    II  Second Movement

      “Be glad you don’t have a sister who’s a poet!”

    The Terrible Fish  

    (Original version, October 2008)

    owed to Sylvia Plath’s “Mirror”

    The nightmare repeats itself:
    A daughter clamped tight to each foot
    Pulling her down under
    The brute waters of her biggest lake;
    She gasps,
    Imagines she’s drowning
    While her husband watching from the bank
    Keels over from a heart attack.
    A colossal carp looms under her nose;
    She smells blood
    Dripping from a dozen hooks dangling
    From his mouth.
    His eyeballs slide out easy
    As the drawer of a cash register.
    Each eye-socket a window
    To her own soul — $ bills
    With little jackpots on them
    Jump up and dance like clowns
    Poking out their tongues,
    Flapping campaign signs
    With hammers, sickles, swastikas —
    She believes yes she can.
    Morning shivers her awake again,
    Stumbling to the bathroom
    Where the mirror flashes
    In her face that same ugly carp
    That has been catching her dreams
    And throwing them back
    As she chases each $,
    Never quite able to grasp enough.

    Image:  Carp at Elkhorn Lakes

    The Terrible Bottomfeeder

    owed to Sylvia Plath’s “Mirror 

    Again, the nightmare begins:
    A child clamped tight to each foot
    Pulling her down under
    The dark, brute waters of the river;

    She gasps, imagines she’s
    Drowning while some bloke
    Watching from the bank
    Collapses from a gunshot to the head.

    A terrible bottomfeeder looms
    Under her nose; she smells blood
    Dripping from a dozen hooks
    Dangling from his mouth.

    His eyeballs slide out easy
    As a cash drawer.
    Each eye-socket a window
    To her soul—$ bills

    With goose-stepping Nazi clowns,
    Goose-stepping Russian clowns.
    Goose-stepping for Kim Jong Il—
    Why do all totalitarians goose-step?—

    Signs with hammers and sickles
    Pound and slash across her sight.
    A Che Guevara T-shirt floats by.
    She bleeds tax dollars through dilated veins.

    Morning shivers her awake again,
    Stumbling to the bathroom
    Where the mirror flashes
    In her face that same terrible 

    Bottomfeeder that for years has been
    Catching her dreams and throwing
    Them back as she chases each $,
    Never quite able to grasp enough.

    Image: Bottomfeeder

    The Colossal Flowerhorn

    owed to Sylvia Plath’s “Mirror

    Again, the nightmare begins:
    A son clamped tight to each foot
    Pulling him down under
    The brute waters of the river;
    He gasps,
    Imagines he’s drowning
    As his wife stands on the bank
    Shaking a canoe paddle.
    A colossal flowerhorn blooms from his nose;
    He spews blood
    Imagines a dozen hooks dangling
    From his mouth.
    His eyeballs slide out
    Searching the reaches of a netherworld.
    Each eye-socket a window
    Of some monster’s soul.
    His pink fins twirl and become knives.
    A yellow finch pecks at his first son’s ears
    A green finch pecks at his second son’s eyes.
    He cannot feel his hands
    Asleep on his pillow behind his head—
    He snores but does not wake
    Until morning blasts of sunlight pierce the window.
    Stumbling to the bathroom
    Nearly falling over the calico cat
    He turns on the shower tap
    And is relieved again that
    The liquid is water and not blood—
    A quick glance in the mirror,
    And the colossal flowerhorn blooms again from his nose.
    He is ready to shower now. 

    Image: Flowerhorn 

    The Terrible Fish

    (Final version, November 2012)

    owed to Sylvia Plath’s “Mirror

    The nightmare repeats itself:
    Her house clamped tight to her right foot
    Her car to her left pulling her down under
    The brute waters of a big pond
    Way out in the middle of nowhere.

    She gasps,
    Imagines she’s drowning
    While a vagrant lifts the cover
    Of the water peeking at her.
    A huge fish looms under her nose;
    She smells blood dripping
    From a smaller fish hanging
    Out of his mouth.
    His eyeballs slide out easy
    As the drawer of a cash register.
    Each eye-socket a big government
    Window to her pain: losing her $ bills
    To statist minnows gliding in
    And out of those windows.
    On the slippery bank
    Taxes, gasoline, and the price
    Of beans and rice
    Rocket beyond the blue of blues.
    Morning shivers her awake,
    Stumbling to the bathroom
    Where the mirror flashes
    In her face that same enormous fish
    That keeps catching her dreams
    And throwing them back
    As she struggles for each $,
    Never quite able to grasp enough.

    Image: “Big Fish Eat Little Fish,” engraving, by the Flemish artist Pieter van der Heyden after Pieter Bruegel the Elder. The engraving is signed with the name of Hieronymus Bosch, who was dead when the engraving was produced. The engraving was likely the work of Pieter Bruegel the Elder. Dated 1557. 9 x 11 5/8 in. (22.9 x 29.6 cm). Image courtesy of The Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York.

    III  Third Movement

    ilk & counting 

    a postmodernist masque for robert bly & that ilk; after a poetry workshop on translation, Ball State University, 1977

    ephemeral saxifrage
    blowing through
    field after field

    somewhere iron robert
    translates heaven into fog

    ripening to scant
    scent fruit twirling
    into a whirl

    even iron robert
    cannot bend the wind

    stars  back-biters
    bromides rock
    rock in barrel

    where does iron robert
    keeps his semi-colons

    after barrel
    somewhere a magic bee
    stood on green pollen

    iron robert floats
    like a goat in a moat

    Image:  Robert “Iron Robert” Blur Bly:  After a Painting of the Poetaster

    ilk & painting

    a postmodernist masque for robert bly & that ilk; after the painting titled, “Ceremonial Orgies by Dog-eaters” 

    ephemeral saxifrage
    blossoming
    field after field

    & barack hussein obama II ate dog flesh 
    nota bene he was barry soetoro
    when he did so chow down

    ripening to scant
    scent fruit twirling
    into a whirl

    & barack hussein obama II ate dog flesh 
    nota bene he was barry soetoro
    when he did so chow down

    stars  bitters
    bromides rock on
    rock in barrel

    & barack hussein obama II ate dog flesh 
    nota bene he was barry soetoro
    when he did so chow down 

    after barrel
    somewhere a magic bee
    stood on green pollen

    & barack hussein obama II ate dog flesh 
    nota bene he was barry soetoro
    when he did so chow down

    Image:  Ceremonial Orgies by Dog-eaters

    periwinkle

    for carlene

    ephemeral saxifrage
    blossoming
    field after field

    ripening to scant
    scent fruit twirling
    into a whirl

    stars  bitters
    bromides rock on
    rock in barrel

    after barrel
    somewhere a magic bee
    stood on green pollen

    Image:  Periwinkle

    emoticon con/m/n/mie

    owed to “a liberal sprinkler of semi-colons and half parentheses” in PCish & some text-talk

    s/he recognizes sewer talk when s/he talks it
    & ever since that useful little tool
    presented itself in cyber-space,
    s/he’s employed its dots and hooks
    to mitigate the vile vermin of her/is own verbiage.

    wanna call someone a slut :)
    stick a smiley face next to the sticky word
    & the slut will think U’v praised
    her/is slut choices & thus are willing
    to pay for her/is slut supplies.

    wanna smack down that stuck up sibling ;)
    give him/er a smiley face winky-dink
    while U tell him/er how much smarter
    ur mom thought U were.  s/he’ll think
    u r just kidding ;)  Ha! Ha! Ha! :0)

    wanna deliver a solid fist to the solar plexus
    about animal molestation, child battery, incest, etc . . .
    & make it seem like a tap on the wrist—
    U guessed it, a trusty little :)

    nothing is off limits to the liberal sprinkler
    of semi-colons & half parentheses.
    good grief!  s/he could even express sorrow :(
    if sewer talkers ever felt that emotion.

    NOTA BENE:  No PC in the following stanza . . . 

    Advice to the emoticonned:  Words matter.  Only
    Words matter.  Look at the words.
    Emoticons are just that, cons.
    Make Connie know you are on to her.

    Image emoticon

    IV  Fourth Movement

    “you will love your crooked neighbour . . . ” 

    Easy Liar

    for S. B., swooning as Auden sings,
    “O stand, stand at the window
     As the tears scald and start;
     You shall love your crooked neighbour
     With your crooked heart.”

    “False words are not only evil in themselves,
    but they infect the soul with evil.”  —Plato 

    “A lie can travel halfway around the world
    while the truth is putting on its shoes.”  –Mark Twain  

    The nose grows longer
    As each lie grows easier to tell:  
    She swears through straight, but yellowing teeth,
    “I can’t recall that.” 
    Of course, if she can’t re-call it,
    She never called it at all. She can’t remember
    A thing about all those cheap shots she took
    At you when you were kids. She can’t remember
    Calling you a bimbo and then insinuating you
    Might have aids. Or telling a dying grandmother that you
    Were dying of bulimia.  No, she will never remember
    Her bald-face brazen lies! 
    Bait and switch: 
    “I was not referring to myself
    But to society in general. Personally,
    I find nothing wrong with her marrying
    Another woman. Maybe a little creepy,
    But nothing wrong, nothing at all!” 
    All the while claiming to possess an open mind
    And soft heart for all humankind, regardless
    Of how different “they” are from “us.”
    Flame-throw and run away: 
    He’s taking an overload this semester,
    He’s working 36 hours at the Student Union,
    He’s taking his sister to ballet,  
    And his mom to cardiac therapy—
    But only after he’s deep in deficit
    Of making the case to support
    His latest whopper—leaving you
    Wondering why/how the conversation
    Went on as long as it did. 

    Break it off, break off Pinocchio’s nose,
    And close the gates of your attention.

    Image:  Pinocchio by Enrico Mazzanti (1852-1910) – the first illustrator (1883) of Le avventure di Pinocchio. Storia di un burattino – colored by Daniel DONNA

    V  Fifth Movement

    Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.” —Romans 12:19

    Dr Frankenstink Crafts His Whimsy

    Fixated on fashioning life
    With unliving things, he
    Falls in love with Whimsy,
    Codifies her, imbues her
    With the stench of personality
    That he can sleep with
    Without sleep cocking her
    To unconsciousness.

    Rummage, rummage the trash heaps,
    The garbage bins, the dumps,
    And rotting flow of swill and sewage:

    Whimsy takes her ungodly shape—

    Big cardboard box head
    Empty except for butt
    Of chamber pot for mouth
    Needle-nose pliers for a snout
    Cash register $ $ for eyes.

    Short stature in height
    But makes up for it in width.
     Mold-speckled cabbage leaves cover
    Her big cardboard box head
    Broken wine bottles about her neck
    Her huge tree-stump legs mock
    The act of walking
    Flea collar of rabid dog around each wrist
    Barrel-drum arms that rub against
    Shag fecal-smattered carpet glued
    Against her sides
    Faking a dress, monstrous cum-stained sheets
    Swaddle her middle region—more an equator than a waist—
    Drooping down over the stumps, flowing with blood and urine
    Onto the ground.

    Dr Frankenstink loves his Whimsy,
    Locks her in his arms, croons to her
    A misbegotten lullaby that reminds him
    Of his murdered fiancée, after her last abortion.

    Image: Frontispiece to Mary Shelley, Frankenstein published by Colburn and Bentley, London 1831

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  • God Save Us from Our Protectors

    God Save Us from Our Protectors

    for the youngest brother, in memoriam

    Before he went down by the river
    And put a bullet in his heart,
    The youngest brother
    Left books on his bed—books
    Opened to marked passages.
    He left those marked passages
    To speak to us after he had passed.
    But the oldest brother closed
    His brother’s message
    Before we could read it. 
    Was he embarrassed? 
    From what did he mean to spare us?
    What insight did he gain into the deed
    That made him need
    To hoard that knowledge?

    The oldest brother wanted to believe
    That someone else killed the youngest brother. 
    He said that way he could wade the grief
    Without the guilt.

    The middle brother stood and stared and wept.  

    The eldest did let us know
    That at the top of the page of a song lyric,
    The youngest had inscribed the date—May ——, 19——
    His last day down by the river.

    The youngest brother must have known
    About empty spaces; he must have known
    That the bullet that stopped his heart
    Would shatter more than a mere muscle,

    And so he left us messages —
    But the oldest brother . . . —

    God save us from our protectors.

  • Do Not Ruffle What Hellish Beasts Conceal

    Image:  Hellish Devil

    Do Not Ruffle What Hellish Beasts Conceal

    Th’ expense of spirit in a waste of shame
    Is lust in action; and till action, lust
    Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame
    Shakespeare Sonnet 129

    “The well-sung woes will soothe my pensive ghost”
    —Alexander Pope, “Eloisa to Abelard

    Do not ruffle what hellish beasts conceal:
    Dank specters loom in gardens overgrown;
    Among the tombstones, dampened moss has sown
    Seeds of disease that time rushes to heal.
    You fled that haunted ground and sought appeal
    In cleansing waves, where brighter light was shown—
    The molded beast tried to shape you into his own,
    But Spirit forged forth from what devils reveal.

    Now, should you prod that beast from years decayed,
    Be ready for venom, tangled words, and fire;
    His bile will scorch the joys that you have made.
    Let present peace, not rancor, lift you higher—
    For only those who leave the past unswayed
    Can walk in Spirit, freed from the ragged falsifier.

  •  Lift Thou This Veil of Blindness

    Image:  Foggy Landscape

     Lift Thou This Veil of Blindness

    O, Blessèd Reality—Creator of all existence!
    I am Thy deluded child—cleanse me of delusion.
    I am Thy dark-brained creation—enlighten me.
    O, Lord of Life—heal me with Thine omnipresence.

    In the swirling maya world, I creep and crawl—
    My body wrinkles with strife and struggle.
    My mind beclouds from the ten-thousand things.
    O, Blessèd Light, suffuse me with Thine essence.

    In the bedimmed environs of grotesqueness
    In the battle din of getting and giving
    In the stronghold of deceit and depravity—
    O, Divine Reality, fling Thy peace upon me.

    From my blind eyes, lift this thick veil
    Of unreality that keeps me from Thy light.


  • A Prayer for the Way

    Image: Linda Sue at SRF Lake Shrine – Photo by Ron W. G.

    A Prayer for the Way

    O Spirit Divine, great Guardian of all paths
    Leading to the bright light of knowledge
    Leading to the sure blessèd way of wisdom
    Lead us, guide and guard our journey.

    Trees of truth stand strong along the pathway.
    The fruit of soul-awareness is hanging low
    Ripe and free from each scriptural bough—
    A sign and a map for Thy children to follow.

    From Thy temple incense-perfumed by devotion
    Wafts the sweet harmony of many melodic voices
    Chanting Thy glorious, blessèd name in chorus
    Bestowing on Thee the outpouring of our love.

    O Mother Divine, onto Thy lap of omnipresence
    Lift us as we go on singing Thy melody of eternal Bliss.

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  • Greeting the Divine Reality as Bliss

    Image:   SRF Meditation Garden Steps 

    Greeting the Divine Reality as Bliss

    Bliss flowing over the shores of my soul!
    Unequaled wise murmurs seek my attention.
    Washing over boundaries, calming the fires
    Of the pairs of opposites that rend and rob.

    From the purity of heaven, Thou art there!
    Thou art beaming into my soul, beaming
    The everlasting, ever exalted, ever conscious,
    Ever still, all-knowing unmodifiable Way.

    Untouched by the fleeting thoughts
    That baffle the brains of the unseeing.
    Unmatched by any created things
    That Thou didst ever create—

    O, Belovèd Bliss, for all sanctity, may I bend
    My will to Thy will forever and forever.

  • The Everything-I-Say-Is-Wrong Blues Sonnet

    Image:  Through the Knot Hole – Photo by Linda Sue Grimes

    The Everything-I-Say-Is-Wrong Blues Sonnet

    —for Red Dreads & Other Lefties

    Sun shines in the moonlight; nighttime stops at dawn.
    When morning sprays the flowers, the crickets carry on,
    But I’ve put a hold on what I say; my say done come and gone:
    My words will not touch you again, cause everything I say is wrong.

    Where do you get your factoids doesn’t matter one thin whit
    Wherever you go you spin your spin; I just don’t give a shit.
    So I’ve put a hold on what I say; my say done come and gone:
    My words will not touch you again, cause everything I say is wrong.

    Right is wrong when you want it to be. Left is right if you choose—
    Up is down, a smile’s a frown, walking in your shoes.
    Winter might come early; summer may be late;
    Fall may never fall at all & spring may spring the gate,

    But I’ve put a hold on what I say; my say done come and gone
    My words will not touch you again, cause everything I say is wrong.

  • Never Poke a Rough Beast from the Past

    Image: Grinning Beast

    Never Poke a Rough Beast from the Past

    for Mold Man

    For never can true reconcilement grow,
    Where wounds of deadly hate have pierced so deep
    .”
     ―John Milton, Paradise Lost, Book IV, Lines 98-99

    what rough beast
     Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?”

    —William Butler Yeats’ “The Second Coming”

    Never poke a rough beast from the past:
    Likely, you will find yourself ambling
    Among tombstones in the rain
    Through a ramshackle garden
    From which you fled
    So many years ago.

    Out of that moldy drizzle, you emerged.
    Into healing waves, you progressed.
    From a death-star specter, into the life-breathing spirit,
    You returned, grateful that the Unsensed Force
    Had directed your return home,
    Where poetry could spray forth in joy.

    Never poke a rough beast from the past,
    Unless you are willing to be singed
    By the bile spewing through his forked tongue.
    Unleashing his aggressions, he is rabid
    To strangle you with his tangled verbiage,
    To erase you as he covets your triumphs.

    Never poke a rough beast from the past—
    The present will secure your future
    As you walk in Spirit.

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    To read my prose commentary on this poem, please visit, “Original Poem: “Never Poke a Rough Beast” with Commentary.”

    Image 2:  Mold Cartoon  

  • Hagiography of Old Men

    Image:  The Temptation of Christ by the Devil

    Hagiography of Old Men

    Requiēscite in Pace

    From all and sundry portrayals,
    You’d think they sprouted
    Full blown from their own head,
    Convinced by their own bloviating.

    No book, no prayer, no candle,
    As they pack their prejudices
    And provincialisms down
    The lanes of eternal childhood,

    Which so many worship
    In a waste land where they
    Amble about brooking no concern
    About unveiling any of life’s mysteries.

    They reckon it enough to eat,
    Sleep, work, breed, and vote the rascals out.

  • a salt sea

    Image:  Pacific Ocean at Encinitas CA – Photo by Ron Grimes

    a salt sea

    as you navigate your waters,
    a salt sea pulsates your body.
    a blood river meanders through it.
    in the push and flow you examine your eyeball

    and listen to the ocean in your ear,
    but you can never find the boundary of the skin.
    you never know where you should end and he might begin:
    you feel you are a wave and he is the sand.

    or he is a long strand of kelp and you are the forest.
    maybe you are a school of fish and he is the food
    they throw from the glass-bottom boat.
    maybe both of you are the salt,

    or he is a shark, or just a friendly dolphin
    whose language you wish you could learn.

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