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  • Emily Dickinson’s “I meant to have but modest needs”

    Image: Emily Dickinson - Amherst College - Daguerrotype of the poet at age 17, circa 1847 - likely the only authentic, extant likeness of the poet
    Image: Emily Dickinson – Amherst College – Daguerrotype of the poet at age 17, circa 1847 – likely the only authentic, extant likeness of the poet

    Emily Dickinson’s “I meant to have but modest needs”

    Emily Dickinson’s “I meant to have but modest needs” reveals the speaker’s earnest spiritual nature while dramatizing her movement from innocent confidence to wary skepticism regarding the fulfillment of prayer.

    Introduction and Text of “I meant to have but modest needs”

    Emily Dickinson’s “I meant to have but modest needs” consists of six stanzas that trace the speaker’s journey from humble expectation through prayer, apparent heavenly approval, disappointment, and finally mature reflection. The little drama demonstrates the speaker’s ability to mingle gentle humor with profound spiritual inquiry. 

    While the poem entertains with witty irony, it also examines the nature of divine grace, faith, and human expectation. In my earlier essays on Dickinsonian poems, I have discussed the speaker’s remarkable ability to transform contemplative musing into compelling poetic drama while allowing spiritual questions to remain invitingly open.

    I meant to have but modest needs

    I meant to have but modest needs –
    Such as Content – and Heaven –
    Within my income – these could lie
    And Life and I – keep even –

    But since the last – included both –
    It would suffice my Prayer
    But just for One – to stipulate –
    And Grace would grant the Pair – 

    And so – upon this wise – I prayed –
    Great Spirit – Give to me
    A Heaven not so large as Yours,
    But large enough – for me –

    A Smile suffused Jehovah’s face –
    The Cherubim – withdrew –
    Grave Saints stole out to look at me –
    And showed their dimples – too –

    I left the Place, with all my might –
    I threw my Prayer away –
    The Quiet Ages picked it up –
    And Judgment – twinkled – too –
    That one so honest – be extant –
    It take the Tale for true –
    That “Whatsoever Ye shall ask –
    Itself be given You.”

    But I, grown shrewder – scan the Skies
    With a suspicious Air –
    As Children – swindled for the first
    All Swindlers – be – infer –

    Commentary on “I meant to have but modest needs”

    Emily Dickinson’s “I meant to have but modest needs” portrays a speaker whose simple request gradually becomes an exploration of the relationship between divine promise and human understanding.

    First Stanza: “I meant to have but modest needs”

    I meant to have but modest needs –
    Such as Content – and Heaven –
    Within my income – these could lie
    And Life and I – keep even –

    The speaker begins by insisting that her desires remain quite modest. She claims that she seeks only “Content” and “Heaven.” She has no ambition for wealth, fame, or earthly distinction. Her requests appear entirely reasonable because they concern the peace and happiness of the inner life.

    She then introduces a clever commercial metaphor. The expression “Within my income” likens spiritual blessings to purchases that can be made only if one possesses sufficient means. The speaker imagines that contentment and Heaven should lie comfortably within her spiritual resources.

    The phrase “Life and I – keep even” suggests that the speaker expects a balanced relationship between herself and life. She hopes that life will deal fairly with her and that her modest expectations will be met with corresponding generosity.

    Yet the speaker seems to underestimate the magnitude of her request. Although she believes that contentment and Heaven constitute “modest needs,” each remains beyond the reach of material existence. Lasting contentment cannot be secured through worldly conditions, and Heaven belongs entirely to the realm of Spirit.

    The speaker therefore begins with an assumption that appears simple but proves profound. She regards her request as modest because she values spiritual realities above worldly possessions. Ironically, those spiritual realities become the greatest treasures any soul can desire.

    Paramahansa Yogananda explains that lasting happiness comes from the soul’s communion with the Divine rather than from external circumstances. Dickinson’s speaker has not yet fully realized that truth, but her instinct already directs her toward those eternal blessings that alone can satisfy the human heart.

    Second Stanza: “But since the last – included both”

    But since the last – included both –
    It would suffice my Prayer
    But just for One – to stipulate –
    And Grace would grant the Pair –

    The speaker now refines her thinking. She realizes that if she receives Heaven, she will necessarily receive contentment also. Heaven must include every blessing that the soul genuinely requires. Therefore, instead of asking for two gifts, she need ask for only one.

    Her reasoning remains beautifully logical. If Heaven already contains perfect peace, requesting contentment separately becomes unnecessary. The speaker concludes that Grace will naturally provide both blessings while granting only one petition.

    The speaker also demonstrates complete confidence in divine goodness. She assumes that Grace delights in giving rather than withholding. Nothing in her thinking suggests doubt that the Divine responds lovingly to sincere prayer.

    The simplicity of her reasoning reveals an innocence that has not yet encountered disappointment. She believes that divine promises operate exactly as they appear. Her faith remains uncomplicated by painful experience or lingering uncertainty.

    The stanza quietly prepares readers for the irony that follows. The speaker’s confidence is sincere, but sincere confidence alone cannot answer every spiritual question. The remaining stanzas will test her assumptions while enlarging her understanding.

    Paramahansa Yogananda explains that divine wisdom grants what serves the soul’s highest good, even when human beings do not immediately recognize that good. The speaker stands upon the threshold of discovering that the fulfillment of prayer often transcends the expectations of the one who offers it.

    Third Stanza: “And so – upon this wise – I prayed”

    And so – upon this wise – I prayed –
    Great Spirit – Give to me
    A Heaven not so large as Yours,
    But large enough – for me –

    Having reasoned that Heaven embraces every worthy blessing, the speaker proceeds naturally to prayer. Her petition remains strikingly modest. She does not presume to request equality with the Divine but only asks for a portion suited to her own spiritual capacity.

    The expression “Great Spirit” broadens the speaker’s address beyond denominational boundaries while preserving profound reverence. She approaches the Creator with sincerity instead of elaborate ceremony. Her directness reflects confidence that genuine prayer requires honesty more than ornament.

    The request for “A Heaven not so large as Yours” reveals remarkable humility. The speaker acknowledges the immeasurable grandeur of the Divine while recognizing her own finite condition. She seeks neither dominion nor glory, only sufficient spiritual fulfillment to satisfy the soul’s deepest longing.

    Yet the simplicity of the request conceals extraordinary depth. Any authentic Heaven, regardless of size, must partake of eternity. Thus the speaker appears to be asking for that which transcends all earthly limitation. Her modest language veils an infinite aspiration.

    Paramahansa Yogananda explains that every soul longs to recover its unity with the Infinite because that unity constitutes its true nature. The speaker’s prayer quietly reflects that eternal longing. Although expressed with charming restraint, her petition reaches beyond temporal existence toward lasting spiritual realization.

    In my earlier essays on Dickinsonian poems, I have discussed the speaker’s tendency to disguise profound metaphysical inquiry beneath conversational language. That technique appears beautifully here. The speaker seems merely to request a comfortable dwelling, while she actually voices the universal desire for permanent union with divine peace.

    Fourth Stanza: “A Smile suffused Jehovah’s face”

    A Smile suffused Jehovah’s face –
    The Cherubim – withdrew –
    Grave Saints stole out to look at me –
    And showed their dimples – too –

    The heavenly response arrives with delightful humor. Rather than thunder, judgment, or solemn pronouncement, the speaker beholds a smile upon Jehovah’s face. The atmosphere immediately becomes one of affection instead of fearful distance.

    Even the Cherubim and Saints participate in the gentle amusement. Their dignified reserve yields to warm delight as they quietly observe the speaker’s earnest request. Dickinson’s customary wit transforms Heaven into a realm where joy naturally accompanies holiness.

    The smiling saints emphasize that genuine sanctity excludes neither kindness nor humor. Their dimples humanize these exalted figures while suggesting that divine wisdom delights in innocent sincerity. The speaker’s prayer has produced no offense. Instead, it awakens heavenly sympathy.

    The speaker herself, however, cannot yet interpret the meaning of those smiles. Are they signs of approval, affectionate indulgence, or recognition that she has asked for more than she realizes? Dickinson wisely leaves that question unresolved, permitting readers their own contemplative musing.

    Paramahansa Yogananda frequently portrays the Divine as infinitely compassionate rather than remote or forbidding. Such a conception harmonizes with the smiling Jehovah. Divine love welcomes the sincere seeker even when that seeker’s understanding remains incomplete.

    In my earlier essays on Dickinsonian poems, I have discussed the speaker’s remarkable ability to blend reverence with playful imagination. Here, celestial beings remain majestic without sacrificing warmth. The result is a memorable portrait of Heaven as both exalted and intimately accessible.

    Fifth Stanza: “I left the Place, with all my might”

    I left the Place, with all my might –
    I threw my Prayer away –
    The Quiet Ages picked it up –
    And Judgment – twinkled – too –
    That one so honest – be extant –
    It take the Tale for true –
    That “Whatsoever Ye shall ask –
    Itself be given You.”

    The tone shifts dramatically. The speaker departs in haste, casting aside the very prayer she had offered with such confidence. Something has occurred that leaves her unable to retain her former certainty. Innocence begins yielding to painful experience.

    Yet the prayer itself refuses extinction. The “Quiet Ages” preserve it, suggesting that sincere aspiration possesses enduring value regardless of immediate disappointment. Honest petitions continue to live within eternity even when human expectations falter.

    The reference to Judgment “twinkled” tempers solemnity with irony. Dickinson’s speaker avoids portraying divine judgment as harsh condemnation. Instead, it sparkles with knowing wisdom, implying that eternal justice perceives realities hidden from limited human understanding.

    The concluding biblical allusion introduces the central tension. The promise that whatsoever one asks shall be given appears difficult to reconcile with lived experience.  The speaker has encountered the mystery separating literal expectation from spiritual fulfillment.

    Paramahansa Yogananda explains that divine response always serves the soul’s highest welfare, even when outward circumstances appear contrary to immediate desire. Such teaching illuminates the speaker’s perplexity. The Divine may answer every sincere prayer, but not always according to human anticipation.

    In my earlier essays on Dickinsonian poems, I have discussed the speaker’s refusal to abandon spiritual inquiry simply because certainty proves elusive. She preserves intellectual honesty while continuing her contemplative musing. That balance between faith and questioning contributes greatly to the enduring power of Dickinson’s poetry.

    Sixth Stanza: “But I, grown shrewder – scan the Skies”

    But I, grown shrewder – scan the Skies
    With a suspicious Air –
    As Children – swindled for the first
    All Swindlers – be – infer –

    The final stanza presents a speaker transformed by experience. She now examines the heavens with suspicion rather than unquestioning confidence. The change is neither cynical nor irreverent. Instead, it reflects the caution that often accompanies spiritual maturity.

    The comparison with children deceived for the first time offers poignant psychological insight. Young minds frequently generalize from one painful disappointment, imagining universal deception where only partial misunderstanding exists. The speaker recognizes that tendency within herself.

    Her admission reveals admirable candor. Rather than disguising uncertainty beneath conventional piety, she acknowledges the struggle to reconcile faith with experience. Such honesty strengthens rather than diminishes the poem’s spiritual authority because it arises from authentic inward observation.

    The speaker does not reject Heaven, prayer, or the Divine. She merely confesses that unquestioning innocence has yielded to reflective discernment. Her faith seeks deeper understanding rather than easy reassurance.

    Paramahansa Yogananda explains that spiritual realization grows through direct experience instead of blind acceptance. The speaker stands precisely at that threshold. Her questions become the means through which superficial belief may mature into genuine wisdom.

    In my earlier essays on Dickinsonian poems, I have discussed the speaker’s extraordinary courage in allowing unresolved tensions to remain visible. She seldom offers simplistic conclusions because authentic contemplative musing rarely ends with effortless certainty. Instead, she leaves readers contemplating the mysterious relationship between divine promise, human expectation, and the soul’s continuing search for eternal truth.

  • When Lilacs First Open Up in Spring

    When Lilacs First Open Up in Spring

    In Memoriam: Thomas Thornburg
    September 23, 1937 – July 8, 2020

    When lilacs first open up in spring
    Before the zinnias begin to bloom
    My heart sinks but then begins to sing.

    The lavender clusters commence unfurling,
    Sweet fragrance spilling into the garden’s room—
    When lilacs first open up in spring.

    I glimpse the tender buds emerging,
    Each petal wafting its honeyed perfume,
    My heart sinks but then begins to sing.

    Springtime’s first sweet beckoning
    Is relieving winter from its frozen tomb
    When lilacs first open up in spring.

    Though sorrow may stab, hope is stirring
    In every branch’s tender plume—
    My heart sinks but then begins to sing.

    Nature’s cycle has the earth returning
    To cheer away the winter’s gloom.
    When lilacs first open up in spring,
    My heart sinks but then begins to sing.

  • Edgar Lee Masters’ “‘Butch’ Weldy”

    Image: Edgar Lee Masters https://www.best-poems.net/edgar_lee_masters/index.html#google_vignette
    Image: Edgar Lee Masters

    Edgar Lee Masters’ “‘Butch’ Weldy”

    The epitaph “‘Butch’ Weldy” concludes the “Minerva” series. Butch declaims about his ordeal after a work related accident—with nary a nod to Minerva.

    Introduction with Text of Poem, “‘Butch’ Weldy”

    In Edgar Lee Masters’ “‘Butch’ Weldy” from the American classic Spoon River Anthology, the character of the man who impregnated Minerva Jones before he “got religion and steadied down” is revealed. 

    The reader will notice that Butch makes no reference to Minerva Jones, her father—Indignation Jones, or Doctor and Mrs. Meyers.   Butch’s choice of narrative subject reveals him to be a rather self-indulgent individual. The fifth and final installment in the “Minerva Jones” saga, “‘Butch’ Weldy” concludes the “Minerva Jones” series. 

    Butch declaims about his ordeal after a work related accident—with nary a nod to Minerva, but it is easy to understand how his own misery would tend to blot out his dealings with the ilk of Minerva, et al.

    “Butch” Weldy

    After I got religion and steadied down
    They gave me a job in the canning works,  
    And every morning I had to fill  
    The tank in the yard with gasoline,
    That fed the blow-fires in the sheds
    To heat the soldering irons.
    And I mounted a rickety ladder to do it,
    Carrying buckets full of the stuff.
    One morning, as I stood there pouring,
    The air grew still and seemed to heave,
    And I shot up as the tank exploded,
    And down I came with both legs broken,
    And my eyes burned crisp as a couple of eggs.
    For someone left a blow-fire going,  
    And something sucked the flame in the tank.
    The Circuit Judge said whoever did it
    Was a fellow-servant of mine, and so
    Old Rhodes’ son didn’t have to pay me.  
    And I sat on the witness stand as blind
    As Jack the Fiddler, saying over and over,
    “I didn’t know him at all.”

    Interpretive Reading 

    Commentary on “‘Butch’ Weldy”

    ‘Butch’ Weldy reveals himself to be a young man who has tried to rehabilitate himself from his earlier bad behavior.  But he meets with a terrible work-related accident that leaves him blind and crippled.

    His getting religion and steadying down likely improved his life in some regards.   But then after accepting a job at the canning factory, things fell apart.  He eventually shows himself to be a rather muddled-brained fellow as the tries to navigate a court trial.

    First Movement:  Weldy Get Religion and Takes a Job at the Canning Factory

    After I got religion and steadied down
    They gave me a job in the canning works,  
    And every morning I had to fill  
    The tank in the yard with gasoline,
    That fed the blow-fires in the sheds
    To heat the soldering irons.
    And I mounted a rickety ladder to do it,

    Presenting himself as a ne’er-do-well, Butch reports that he was able to find work after he “got religion and steadied down,” exposing his character as a gad-about, who likely indulged in all manner of adolescent chicanery.  This estimation of Weldy’s character can be inferred from the fact that he impregnated Minerva Jones out- of-wedlock. 

    Likely, Butch led Minerva to believe he loved her and after carrying on with her for a time that suited his fancy, he dumped her.  It remains unclear if Weldy ever knew about the baby, Minerva was carrying.

    Equally likely, however, is that he left the village poetess after finding out about the pregnancy, which he would not have entertained a desire to support  As Minerva said, Butch left her “to her fate with Doctor Meyers.” 

    Butch explains his job at the canning works, how he “mounted a rickety ladder” every morning “to fill / The tank in the yard with gasoline.” This fuel then fed the “blow-fires in the sheds / To heat the soldering irons.” 

    Second Movement:   The Work Incident That Blinded and Crippled Butch 

    Carrying buckets full of the stuff.
    One morning, as I stood there pouring,
    The air grew still and seemed to heave,
    And I shot up as the tank exploded,
    And down I came with both legs broken,
    And my eyes burned crisp as a couple of eggs.
    For someone left a blow-fire going,  
    And something sucked the flame in the tank.

    Butch then states that on one work morning as he was filling the tank with gasoline that he had fetched up the ladder, he noticed that suddenly the air around him became still but “seemed to heave.”

    All of a sudden, his body was hurled upward “as the tank exploded.”   From this unfortunate event, Butch suffered two broken legs and his eyes “burned crisp as a couple of eggs,” thus, rendering him blind. 

    Third Movement:  The Trial and the Failure to Be Compensated

    For someone left a blow-fire going,  
    And something sucked the flame in the tank.
    The Circuit Judge said whoever did it
    Was a fellow-servant of mine, and so
    Old Rhodes’ son didn’t have to pay me.

    A fellow worker had allowed one of the fires to continue to burn. Butch explains that the air sucked the flame in the tank.  Butch’s narrative then lurches quickly to the trial in which the Circuit Judge fails to award Weldy any damages.

    Butch’s attempt to recover damages from the canning works for his injuries is thwarted by the court which found that because a fellow worker had been negligent and caused the accident, the owners of the canning works could not be held responsible. 

    Fourth Movement:    Weldy Sues the Wrong Party

    And I sat on the witness stand as blind
    As Jack the Fiddler, saying over and over,
    “I didn’t know him at all.”

    Butch repeatedly protests that he did not know the fellow worker at all.  This response reveals a lack of understanding; the court was not saying the Butch and the perpetrator were buddies; it was saying that the canning works’ owners were not responsible.  It would therefore seem to follow that if Butch were to sue the fellow worker, he might have a case. 

    Butch remarks that he sat on the witness stand, “as blind / As Jack the Fiddler,” repeating his claim that he did not know the fellow employ who neglected to douse the fire in the shed.  Jack the Fiddler is an allusion to “Blind Jack,” who appears later on in the Spoon River Anthology.

    The Minerva Jones Sequence

    1. Minerva Jones  The “Minerva Jones” epitaph features one of the most depraved characters of the Spoon River talking dead. She is self-absorbed and haughty, lacking empathy and self-awareness, causing her to remain ignorant of her own discordant thoughts. 
    2. “Indignation” Jones  In the second epitaph of the “Minerva” series, the poetess’ father, “Indignation” Jones, fulminates against Spoon River society.
    3. Doctor Meyers The third epitaph in the Minerva Jones series features “Doctor Meyers,” who performed the abortion that led to the death of the unfortunate poetess.
    4. Mrs. Meyers  In the fourth epitaph in this series,”Mrs. Meyers,” Dr. Meyers’ wife testifies that her husband, whom she calls “poor soul,” reaped what he sowed for his actions in life. The religious woman offers advice for a pleasant and peaceful life, reminding humanity to “Love God and keep his commandments.”
    5. “Butch” Weldy  The fifth and final epitaph “‘Butch’ Weldy” concludes the “Minerva Jones” series. Butch declaims about his ordeal after a work related accident—with nary a nod to Minerva.

  • So Many Bubbles Drift

    Image created by Gemini inspired by the poem
    Image created by Gemini inspired by the poem

    So Many Bubbles Drift

    —inspired by Paramahansa Yogananda’s “Vanishing Bubbles“

    So many bubbles drift into view—then burst and fade away.
    They ripple by, play for a time, then pass on into the sea.
    I aspire to learn whence they come and whither they stray.

    Raindrops fall and splash—then dissolve without delay
    As they rush like thoughts that flash but leave no memory.
    So many bubbles drift into view—then burst and fade away.

    Night’s stars are bright but lose their shine upon dawning day.
    Cherished friends and loved ones dear—no longer here to stay.
    I aspire to learn whence they come and whither they stray.

    Lilies come blooming; bees and birds all do in sunlight play.
    Then comes the hour that all remains is one bare, empty tree.
    So many bubbles drift into view—then burst and fade away.

    The players sang their parts then slipped into another way—
    The cosmic screen whereon they moved hides what used to be.
    I aspire to learn whence they come and whither they stray.

    I will use my time to discover the truths that do so heavily weigh—
    To unveil the Infinite Force that shines then dims through eternity.
    So many bubbles drift into view—then burst and fade away.
    I aspire to learn whence they come and whither they stray.

  • Edgar Lee Masters’ “Mrs. Meyers”

    Image: Edgar Lee Masters, Esq. https://librarycollections.law.umn.edu/darrow/trials_details.php?id=4 Clarence Darrow Law Library
    Image: Edgar Lee Masters, Esq. – Clarence Darrow Law Library

    Edgar Lee Masters’ “Mrs. Meyers”

    In “Mrs. Meyers,” Dr. Meyers’ wife testifies that her husband, whom she calls “poor soul,” reaped what he sowed for his actions in life. The religious woman offers advice for a pleasant and peaceful life, reminding humanity to “Love God and keep his commandments.”

    Introduction with Text of “Mrs. Meyers”

    Edgar Lee Masters’”Mrs. Meyers” from Spoon River Anthology is an American-Innovative curtal sonnet.  The curtal sonnet features 11 lines with the traditional rime scheme of ABCABC DCBDC or ABCABC DBCDC.  The final line is often a half line; an example is Father Gerard Manley Hopkins’ “Pied Beauty.”  Father Hopkins is credited with this form’s invention.  

    However, Masters’ curtal departs from the traditional form as it dispenses with the rime scheme and is sectioned into two quatrains and one tercet; thus, it is an innovative or American curtal sonnet.

    “Mrs. Meyers” is the fourth poem (or epitaph as Masters labels these pieces) in the “Minerva Jones” sequence.  In this epitaph, Dr. Meyers’ wife offers her view of the Minerva Jones situation, offering further information about that saga, especially her husband’s rôle in it.

    In her simple statement featuring an unbiased view, Mrs. Meyers’ swears to the fact that her husband, whom she calls “Poor soul,” simply reaped his just rewards for his actions in life.  She is focusing primarily on the abortion that killed Minerva as well as her unborn baby.

    Mrs. Meyers

    He protested all his life long
    The newspapers lied about him villainously;
    That he was not at fault for Minerva’s fall,
    But only tried to help her.  
    Poor soul so sunk in sin he could not see
    That even trying to help her, as he called it,
    He had broken the law human and divine.
    Passers by, an ancient admonition to you:
    If your ways would be ways of pleasantness,
    And all your pathways peace,
    Love God and keep his commandments.

    Interpretive Reading:  

    Commentary on “Mrs. Meyers”

    Mrs. Meyers offers her opinion regarding her husband’s reputation and actions.  Often other characters help fill out the character of those who have earlier given testimony to their own actions and worth.  Mrs. Meyers additional information does add a snippet more to the saga beginning with Minerva and her abortion.

    First Movement:  A Drama of a Lifelong Protest

    He protested all his life long
    The newspapers lied about him villainously;
    That he was not at fault for Minerva’s fall,
    But only tried to help her.  

    The first movement of “Mrs. Meyers” is a quatrain stanza that has Mrs. Meyers speaking directly about her husband.  Without identifying him by name, the doctor’s wife simply begins by stating that her husband complained about his beleaguered lot for his entire life. 

    And the reader will remember that Doctor Meyers did just that; his little drama’s raison d’être is to expound on the grounds for his complaint.Mrs. Meyers reports more specifically about her husband’s protest; in his view, the newspapers reported falsely and viciously about the doctor.  

    Neither the doctor nor his wife offers any details regarding those reports. It is likely that Mrs. Meyers views the reports through a painful lens, while at the same time realizing that they were accurate.  But her husband always contended that he was only trying to help the pregnant poetess, Minerva Jones, by aborting her baby.

    Second Movement:   The Crime of Murder, Breaking the Sixth Commandment

    Poor soul so sunk in sin he could not see
    That even trying to help her, as he called it,
    He had broken the law human and divine.

    After explaining Doctor Meyers’ position on his situation, Mrs. Meyers reveals her philosophical, religious view of his problem.She believes that he committed a crime by murdering the unborn child.  And despite her sorrow and sympathy for him, she knows that those who commit such atrocities must be held accountable for breaking “the law human and divine.” 

    The doctor’s wife points out that her husband euphemistically referred to aborting Minerva’s baby as “trying to help her.”Mrs. Meyers calls her husband a “poor soul,” for he was obviously blind to his grave error.  

    He spent his lifetime trying to justify his complicity in committing the sin of murder, breaking the sixth Commandment, which in no way can be justified.  The doctor remained blind to his sin, while his wife saw it clearly.  The doctor was suffering from suicidal empathy.

    Third Movement:   The Tragedy of Poor Judgment

    Passers by, an ancient admonition to you:
    If your ways would be ways of pleasantness,
    And all your pathways peace,
    Love God and keep his commandments.

    Finally, Mrs. Meyers offers a piece of advice to the “passers by” who might become  aware of her account.  She tells them that if they would live a tranquil and peaceful life, they must “Love God and keep his commandments.”  

    Mrs. Meyers calls her advice “an ancient admonition,” which gives its import the weight of truth.   She had lived with a man who was basically a good soul but who allowed his ordinarily good judgment to be averted in order to appease a foolish woman.  

    Mrs. Meyers has lived with and observed the sorrow that results from failing to follow the ancient law of karma, of sowing and reaping.  The doctor’s wife offers her honest assessment of the situation; however, readers will likely hope that Doctor Meyers’ ultimate fate may be tempered by the fact that was simply trying to help a poor woman in her time of embarrassing trouble.

    The Minerva Jones Sequence

    1. Minerva Jones  The “Minerva Jones” epitaph features one of the most depraved characters of the Spoon River talking dead. She is self-absorbed and haughty, lacking empathy and self-awareness, causing her to remain ignorant of her own discordant thoughts. 
    2. “Indignation” Jones  In the second epitaph of the “Minerva” series, the poetess’ father, “Indignation” Jones, fulminates against Spoon River society.
    3. Doctor Meyers The third epitaph in the Minerva Jones series features “Doctor Meyers,” who performed the abortion that led to the death of the unfortunate poetess.
    4. Mrs. Meyers  In the fourth epitaph in this series,”Mrs. Meyers,” Dr. Meyers’ wife testifies that her husband, whom she calls “poor soul,” reaped what he sowed for his actions in life. The religious woman offers advice for a pleasant and peaceful life, reminding humanity to “Love God and keep his commandments.”
    5. “Butch” Weldy  The fifth and final epitaph “‘Butch’ Weldy” concludes the “Minerva Jones” series. Butch declaims about his ordeal after a work related accident—with nary a nod to Minerva.

  • A Threadbare Dress

    Image: Photo by Linda Sue Grimes. Death date added by ChatGPT.
    Image: Johnny Richardson Cemetery. Photo by Linda Sue Grimes. Death date added by ChatGPT.

    A Threadbare Dress

    In memoriam:  Aunt Winnie
    Winifred Lucille Goodin (née Richardson)
    December 22, 1932–July 4, 2026

    —a devotee addresses the Grim Reaper

    I sense your silent hands tug at the seams,
    Unraveling what we do not wish to lose.
    The threadbare dress is not what it seems.

    We call it loss and wonder what redeems—
    A change we do not want, yet cannot choose.
    I sense your silent hands tug at the seams.

    We cling to threads, to memories, to dreams,
    Afraid of what you will take and what we will lose.
    The threadbare dress is not what it seems.

    But slowly, out of the grief, It gleams—
    An incorruptible cloth, a dynamic, immortal Muse.
    I sense your silent hands tug at the seams.

    You snatch the old but leave that which redeems—
    A robe of stars we thought we could not choose.
    The threadbare dress is not what it seems.

    So, as you come, do not bring fearful, paltry schemes—
    Instead, come with grace and without excuse abstruse.
    I sense your silent hands tug at the seams;
    But this threadbare dress is not what it seems.

  • Edgar Lee Masters’ “Doctor Meyers”

    Image: Edgar Lee Masters http://www.poorwilliam.net/al-082314.html Poor William’s Almanack
    Image: Edgar Lee Masters Poor William’s Almanack

    Edgar Lee Masters’ “Doctor Meyers”

    The third poem in the Minerva Jones series features “Doctor Meyers,” who performed the abortion that led to the death of the unfortunate poetess.

    Introduction and Text of  “Doctor Meyers”

    Edgar Lee Masters’”Doctor Meyers” from Spoon River Anthology is an American-Innovative sonnet that innovatively and without rime begins with a couplet and then moves through the poem in four tercets.    The doctor’s involvement in Minerva’s situation deepens the drama and helps to fill out the characterization of the participants in this sordid event.

    Doctor Meyers 

    No other man, unless it was Doc Hill,
    Did more for people in this town than I.
    And all the weak, the halt, the improvident
    And those who could not pay flocked to me.
    I was good-hearted, easy Doctor Meyers.
    I was healthy, happy, in comfortable fortune,
    Blest with a congenial mate, my children raised,
    All wedded, doing well in the world.  
    And then one night, Minerva, the poetess,  
    Came to me in her trouble, crying.
    I tried to help her out—she died—
    They indicted me, the newspapers disgraced me,
    My wife perished of a broken heart.
    And pneumonia finished me.

    Reading of “Doctor Meyers” 

    Commentary on “Doctor Meyers”

    The third poem in the “Minerva Jones” series features “Doctor Meyers” the physician, who performed the illegal abortion that led to the death of the unfortunate poetess.

    The Couplet:   Braggart or Accurate and Evenhanded?

    No other man, unless it was Doc Hill,
    Did more for people in this town than I.

    The epitaph “Doctor Meyers” continues the “Minerva” series in the third installment of this mini-drama.  

    In the opening couplet, Doctor Meyers informs his listeners that he “did more for people of this town” than anyone else, with the possible exception of “Doc Hill.” A first impression taken from a cynical point of view might suppose that the character of Doctor Meyers resembles that of a braggart.  

    But because he reckons that another doctor might have done more for the people, the reader is likely to conclude that Doctor Meyers’ testimony is accurate and evenhanded. 

    The doctor does make it clear that he feels his service to his community had always been useful and valuable.  He sets up his drama in a way that makes his down-fall even more tragic than it otherwise would have been.

    First Tercet:   A Sympathetic Practice

    And all the weak, the halt, the improvident
    And those who could not pay flocked to me.
    I was good-hearted, easy Doctor Meyers.

    Doctor Mayers then describes his medical practice as a sympathetic one that cared for “all the weak, the halt, the improvident.”   And additionally, the sick ones “who could not pay” found Doctor Meyers helpful and accommodating as well.

    The doctor says that he was “good-hearted, easy Doctor Meyers,” and he is proffering the thoughts of those he had served.  Thus, he has established his stellar reputation as a fine, upstanding Spoon River citizen. 

    Again, a cynical view could be taken, but, in fact, he must have provided helpful services to those in need; otherwise, there is no explaining why patients “flocked to” him.  Also, he must have provided valuable medical services to most of the citizens because he remained financially well off.

    Second Tercet:  A Successful Life

    I was healthy, happy, in comfortable fortune,
    Blest with a congenial mate, my children raised,
    All wedded, doing well in the world.  

    The doctor then reports the quality of his life, describing it as “healthy, happy, in comfortable fortune.”  He had been “blest with a congenial mate,” and their children were successful and all married.  

    Doctor Meyers had achieved the success for which most people strive.  His successful, content life sets up the drama for his downfall.  This description of his life reveals one who has done his duty without deceiving or undermining others in his zeal to thrive.   Such a person deserves to live out his life in peace and tranquility—or so it would seem.

    Third Tercet:  Fate and the Unhealthy Turn

    And then one night, Minerva, the poetess,  
    Came to me in her trouble, crying.
    I tried to help her out—she died—

    But then the doctor’s fate takes an unhealthy turn, when one fateful night the village “poetess” Minerva Jones came to him crying because she was pregnant and unmarried. 
    Minerva was seeking to rid herself of her inconvenient condition.  

    The doctor tried to “help her out,” but then Minerva died.  By “help her out,” the doctor is euphemistically referring to the fact that he broke the law by performing an illegal abortion, killing Minerva’s unborn baby.

    In the first poem of the series, the reader had learned that Minerva had gone to Doctor Meyers after becoming impregnated with “Butch” Weldy’s child; Minerva reports that she died after treatment by Doctor Meyers.

    Fourth Tercet:  When Abortion Was Still Murder

    They indicted me, the newspapers disgraced me,
    My wife perished of a broken heart.
    And pneumonia finished me.

    Because abortion was illegal at that time, (Roe v Wade was decided in 1973, and these poems were written between 1900 and 1915), the doctor was arrested, indicted, and faced prison.   Of course, his fate was reported in the newspapers, and the turn of events adversely affected his wife.  He states that he died of “pneumonia.”

    Mrs. Meyers’ Perspective

    Without the next poem, “Mrs. Meyers,” number 4 in this series which offers testimony from the doctor’s wife, the reader might remain of the mind that Doctor Meyers did not deserve his fate.  But Mrs. Meyers puts things in their proper perspective.  Even so, the reader will continue to feel a certain amount of pity for this poor physician.

    Everyone associated with macabre tale deserves pity, even Minerva, who sought the abortion.  And unwanted pregnancy seldom leads to a congenial outcome.  Mrs. Meyers’ contribution offers a useful bit of information, helping fill out some of the details about this series.

    The Minerva Jones Sequence

    1. Minerva Jones  The “Minerva Jones” epitaph features one of the most depraved characters of the Spoon River talking dead. She is self-absorbed and haughty, lacking empathy and self-awareness, causing her to remain ignorant of her own discordant thoughts. 
    2. “Indignation” Jones  In the second epitaph of the “Minerva” series, the poetess’ father, “Indignation” Jones, fulminates against Spoon River society.
    3. Doctor Meyers The third epitaph in the Minerva Jones series features “Doctor Meyers,” who performed the abortion that led to the death of the unfortunate poetess.
    4. Mrs. Meyers  In the fourth epitaph in this series,”Mrs. Meyers,” Dr. Meyers’ wife testifies that her husband, whom she calls “poor soul,” reaped what he sowed for his actions in life. The religious woman offers advice for a pleasant and peaceful life, reminding humanity to “Love God and keep his commandments.”
    5. “Butch” Weldy  The fifth and final epitaph “‘Butch’ Weldy” concludes the “Minerva Jones” series. Butch declaims about his ordeal after a work related accident—with nary a nod to Minerva.

  • The Sacred Heart of Mother Divine

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    Image created by Gemini/Grok inspired by the poem

    The Sacred Heart of Mother Divine

    an American-Innovative villanelle

    The sacred heart of Mother Divine seeks no gold.
    Love alone brings Her our way.
    We are Her children, thriving in Her care.

    No lie can ever divert Her gaze—no false display.
    Her tears are shed for love gone astray.
    The sacred heart of Mother Divine seeks no gold.

    No pride or ego can ever win Her grace.
    From boasts and bombast Her love will shy away.
    But we are Her children, thriving in Her care.

    Her touch we need to guide us through the clash
    Of tempests and troubles that rise from day to day.
    The sacred heart of Mother Divine seeks no gold.

    In all of space and time, we belong to Her.
    Her care grows sweet flowering all our days.
    We are Her children, thriving in Her care.

    Her smiles we need to light this darkened maze.
    Her strength we crave to tread the path back home.
    The sacred heart of Mother Divine seeks no gold.
    We are Her children, thriving in Her care.

    . . . 

    This poem appears without the subtitle in my collection If My Words Could Rise & Other Poems.

  • Edgar Lee Masters’ “‘Indignation’ Jones”

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    Image: Edgar Lee Masters

    Edgar Lee Masters’ “‘Indignation’ Jones”

    In the second poem/epigraph of the “Minerva” series, the poetess’ father, “Indignation” Jones, fulminates against Spoon River society.

    Introduction with Text of “‘Indignation’ Jones”

    Edgar Lee Masters’ “‘Indignation’ Jones” from Spoon River Anthology gives voice to the father of “Minerva Jones,” the village “poetess.  This father and daughter share two common character flaws:  their arrogance of a mightily, unearned self-worth and their vice of laying the blame for their own erroneous behavior on others. “Indignation” Jones’ blast of a full-throated denouncement of Spoon River society rings as hollow as Minerva’s, even as it is, perhaps, louder.

    “Indignation” Jones 

    You would not believe, would you,
    That I came from good Welsh stock?
    That I was purer blooded than the white trash here?
    And of more direct lineage than the New Englanders  
    And Virginians of Spoon River?
    You would not believe that I had been to school  
    And read some books.
    You saw me only as a run-down man,
    With matted hair and beard
    And ragged clothes.
    Sometimes a man’s life turns into a cancer
    From being bruised and continually bruised,  
    And swells into a purplish mass,
    Like growths on stalks of corn.
    Here was I, a carpenter, mired in a bog of life
    Into which I walked, thinking it was a meadow,  
    With a slattern for a wife, and poor Minerva, my daughter,
    Whom you tormented and drove to death.
    So I crept, crept, like a snail through the days  
    Of my life.
    No more you hear my footsteps in the morning,  
    Resounding on the hollow sidewalk,
    Going to the grocery store for a little corn meal  
    And a nickel’s worth of bacon.

    Interpretive Reading: 

    Commentary on “Indignation” Jones

    In the second poem of the “Minerva” series, the poetess’ father, “Indignation” Jones, offers his indignant rant against Spoon River society.

    First Movement:  An Indignant Man

    You would not believe, would you,
    That I came from good Welsh stock?
    That I was purer blooded than the white trash here?
    And of more direct lineage than the New Englanders  
    And Virginians of Spoon River?

    “Indignation” Jones was apparently so bombastic as to carry the moniker “Indignation.”   Clearly, he deems himself superior to the other Spoon River residents as he fashions his claims in question form that reveal that he came from “good Welsh stock” and that his blood was pure—not like the “white trash” in Spoon River.

    Additionally, he pronounces himself and his stock’s lineage “more direct” than those from New England and Virginia that now reside in Spoon River. Jones is unlike the riffraff of the town; he asserts that his bloodline is untainted by southern Europeans or other races.

    Second Movement:  Unrecognized Erudition

    You would not believe that I had been to school  
    And read some books.
    You saw me only as a run-down man,
    With matted hair and beard
    And ragged clothes.

    Jones then claims that he has schooling and has book-learning; it was observed in his daughter’s epitaph that she too had some book-learning. But Jones is now taunting the town of Spoon River by accusing it of not believing that he had such erudition.

    Jones accuses the town of judging him by his outward appearance; all they saw was a disheveled man with unkempt “hair and beard,” wearing tattered clothing. Apparently, no one ever engaged in conversation with Jones, if his report can be given credence.

    Third Movement:  Unmasking Self-Pity

    Sometimes a man’s life turns into a cancer
    From being bruised and continually bruised,  
    And swells into a purplish mass,
    Like growths on stalks of corn.

    Philosophically, Jones surmises that sometimes men’s lives become ill-fated and diseased, as bad as “a cancer.”  Some men become bruised and continue to experience being bruised.  Because of the bruising, those lives turn into a swollen “purplish mass.”  They appear as nasty as the cancerous growths on cornstalks.

    Likening his life to a swollen, purplish mass on a corn stalk reveals Indignation’s own penchant for poetry.  And clearly it unmasks his own self-pity that along with the poetry he has passed on to his daughter Minerva, the village poetess.

    Fourth Movement:   A Carpenter, and  Yet

    Here was I, a carpenter, mired in a bog of life
    Into which I walked, thinking it was a meadow,  
    With a slattern for a wife, and poor Minerva, my daughter,
    Whom you tormented and drove to death.
    So I crept, crept, like a snail through the days

    The irony of “Indignation” Jones’ situation is enhanced as he reveals that he had been “a carpenter” by trade. But he has nothing more to say about his profession and moves quickly on to asserting his desperation at being mired down in a swamp-like condition his whole life-long.

    Jones had innocently entered this swamp, mistaking it for a lovely pasture.  He never tells his audience why he started out so optimistically, or exactly how or when he changed into the grump he now clearly is. He laments that his wife turned out to be “a slattern,” and his “poor Minerva” was “tormented and [driven] to death” by this unfeeling town.  

    Jones offers no clear reason for any down turn of luck:  was he a successful carpenter?  why did he marry a slattern in the first place?  was he aware that Minerva underwent an abortion, which, in fact, caused her death?

    Answers to these questions obviously would reveal that Jones is the actual cause of his own suffering, and like many of the talking dead here, who constantly place the blame on others for this bad luck, Jones is doing the same.

    Fifth Movement:    Depressed and Dejected

    So I crept, crept, like a snail through the days  
    Of my life.
    No more you hear my footsteps in the morning,  
    Resounding on the hollow sidewalk,
    Going to the grocery store for a little corn meal  
    And a nickel’s worth of bacon.

    Living depressed and dejected, mired in a nasty swamp-like existence, Jones moved “like a snail” through his days. Being stuck in a swamp and having a miserable existence accounts for his life seeming to move so slowly.

    But now he can announce that the riffraff can no longer hear his traipsing to the store in the morning to buy what little he could afford, only a “little corn meal” and a few cents’ worth of “bacon.  Consumed by an arrogant self-pity, “Indignation” Jones does not realize the vacuousness of his protestations of poverty.

    The Minerva Jones Sequence

    1. Minerva Jones  The “Minerva Jones” epitaph features one of the most depraved characters of the Spoon River talking dead. She is self-absorbed and haughty, lacking empathy and self-awareness, causing her to remain ignorant of her own discordant thoughts. 
    2. “Indignation” Jones  In the second epitaph of the “Minerva” series, the poetess’ father, “Indignation” Jones, fulminates against Spoon River society.
    3. Doctor Meyers The third epitaph in the Minerva Jones series features “Doctor Meyers,” who performed the abortion that led to the death of the unfortunate poetess.
    4. Mrs. Meyers  In the fourth epitaph in this series,”Mrs. Meyers,” Dr. Meyers’ wife testifies that her husband, whom she calls “poor soul,” reaped what he sowed for his actions in life. The religious woman offers advice for a pleasant and peaceful life, reminding humanity to “Love God and keep his commandments.”
    5. “Butch” Weldy  The fifth and final epitaph “‘Butch’ Weldy” concludes the “Minerva Jones” series. Butch declaims about his ordeal after a work related accident—with nary a nod to Minerva.

  • Black Sonnet

    Image created by Gemini inspired by the poem
    Image created by Gemini inspired by the poem

    Black Sonnet

    Final sonnet in forthcoming collection Two Hundred Soul Sonnets

    The black sonnet had not yet made the scene—
    In this case, black does not refer to skin—
    But instead the time that joy grew frail and lean
    And grief first lectured hope on running thin.

    No cheerful notes drifted from gifted strings!
    No colorful verse flowed from talent’s tongue!
    The muse stepped barefoot over fearful things!
    And every song went flat, remained unsung!

    Pages caught what they could not well afford,
    Each measured foot lost itself in darkness.
    Echo moved in air, resounding no chord.
    Names of faithful voices lost all sharpness.

    Thus my heart did start to sink down on it—
    My soul had composed her first black sonnet.